


I spent two nights in the hospital due to a bad reaction to pill-form pain medication. During those nights, my mom stayed with me. She kept my water glass full and re-arranged my pillows for comfort. The nurses laughed at how many pillows I asked for, but it was easier to find a comfortable position to sleep in. A few hours after my surgery, my mom placed a sock monkey I now call 'Stitches' in front of me. Between Stitches and my minion blanket, I felt very relaxed and comfortable.

I was very fortunate to have my mom stay with me for three days. She comforted me in the ICU recovery room while waiting for my hospital room, rubbed my back with a cold towel when I had the bad reaction to pain killers, and kept me calm when they took out my drainage tube.

My first night home went surprisingly smooth. The pain medication knocked me out until a migraine started at 5:00 a.m. in the morning. I thought it was just from dehydration so I drank a few glasses of water. By 8:00 a.m. it was a full blown deathly tornado raging through my brain. It hurt to speak. It hurt to breathe. I sobbed for hours and sat over the toilet waiting to puke. I braced myself for the pain that was going to charge through my chest but thankfully, I didn't puke. My mom had cold towels on my neck, forehead and cheeks. Finally, I slammed a glass of mountain dew and took Excedrin. She got me back in bed and exhausted from crying, I fell asleep.
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With my brother, Jake |
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With my cousin, Cody |
By that night, I had just enough energy to get smoothies with my cousin and friend and went to the fireworks at a neighboring town with my family. I wore a sling to warn others not to bump into me. I was only gone for 3 hours, but my bed was calling my name. I was extremely sore so I routinely took my pain medications the first few days. I came to the conclusion I was more exhausted when I was in pain than on the medications.
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Incision 5 days after surgery |
I spent the rest of the weekend icing and in bed. My body would grow tired after an hour of being up and about, and I would have to fall back asleep. I would lay on my right side and had to take a deep breath in order to get back up. It felt like my lungs were being squished. I propped a pillow up behind my left shoulder and slept on my back when any other position failed. That was my biggest struggle after surgery: finding a comfy position where I wasn't in pain. But I was healing fast and that's all that mattered. My neighbor dropped by with flowers, snack packs (my favorite), a balloon and an inspirational note which got me through the tough days. I don't know if it was mentioned but I am obsessed with minions, so a good family friend made minions out of chip cans. My support system was stronger than ever.



10 days post surgery, I was starting to get my energy back. My incision sight was healing phenomenally and the pain levels were going down. I started thinking more positively about the future. It was easier to wake up in the morning. It was easier to stay positive, even in pain. St. Luke's called and said my check-up is set for July 30th and so I had another exciting day to countdown to.
I started getting incredibly anxious sitting at home. I started driving 10 days post surgery, off my pain medications, and returned to work 13 days after. I've never felt this strong and determined in my life. I'm excited for what the future holds, and I'm excited for the next chapter in my life.
Equanimity,
Kelsey
Kelsey
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